out of a sudden i feel everyone around me is different. maybe im the one different or maybe its realy true that everyone is different.
one min u might hear ppl saying they hope nothing wld change or wld remain the same. but nxt min they dont seem to care about it anymore.. u might b happy that ur life is this way sometimes but when it happen it means ur life is going to change again.
i was told this about before i called up or found out. and nxt u say another set of things again. zzz!
Olvl ended. and Alvl is ending.. i got 25 days to play before marcus going into army.. dec.. thats so early.. then january lee is going in.. i think i have alot friends going in early except a few marcus soh n lut.. so far i rmb this 2 haha..
im more sad abt my retaining this yr than last yr. really hate it that i cant promote and lead a normal life.. i always see my life as not normal life.. 19yrs grad from jc. 20 yrs got into army. and came out as working adult as an almost mid age old man.. and im going to miss celebrating my 21st bd.. shyt it! cos im going to b out of army when im 22.. assuming no more unexpected events happened that screw my life even further..and i keep wondering how sch will b like without j2.. without those close friends.. imagine mugging alvl without someone to keep saying wad to do aft alvl.. somehow im left with classmates cos i dunno many ppl from this age/batch. i still hope this class bonds but if nt then. too bad.. and when any classmates saying they going to meet up with sec sch frens. or uhm going back sec sch during tch day or sth. i wonder wad will i be doing.. go back to sec sch with only myself from my class. ok nt that i dun have poly friends but almost everyone that im closer to is in jc.. =x! ahya nt in a good mood these days .. nothing seems to b a good news to me from those i heard ever since im back from my hol. bye
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